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NEW LIVEJOURNAL~~~~~> [12 Oct 2004|07:02pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

hey folks! I got a new livejournal! My birthday present for myself! Yes, early i know but HEY! Yeah my birthday is on Thursday! WHATCHA GONNA GET ME!!?!?!? jk i dont want n e thign! But My new livejournal is:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/purplenipple15 and my new sn is PurpleNipple15... im trying to keep everything the same! but yep! ADD ME! i prolly already added you!!! TTYL! LOVE U ALL!!!!
_Tina_
P.S. CALL ME!!!!

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BACK IN BUSINESS [27 Sep 2004|06:05pm]
[ mood | content ]

YOIU GUYS!!! DONT FORGET ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT MY INTERNET UP AND RUNNING!!!! SO TALK TO ME DUDES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woah totally surfer! but my new sn is PurpleNipple15 so talk to me on there! I MISS U ALL!!!!
_Tina_

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ahhh [19 Aug 2004|01:55pm]
[ mood | bored ]

U GUYS!!!!!!!! GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS!!! good news--- i dont have to live with my dad n e more... cept when a certain bad thing happens, then dad wants full custody and then i have to tranfer over to forest lake senior high... UGH NO WAY ID RATHER SLIT MY THROAT!!!! ewwww yucky thought!!! ok n e ways and the bad news... moms release date from the hospital keeps getting postponed and she just moved to a different floor so nobody knows when shes coming back...

ANYBODY if u guys talk to kari... tell her i really want her to call me. even if she doesnt want to. she needs to know something.... n nobody... i mean NOBODY!!! i fu know whats going on... dont talk about it to anyone who doesnt already know... id like to tell ppl whats going on.... ima go now tho. so ill talk to yall later! hahah i said yall... uncle tims accent is growin on me... AHHHH MAKE IT STOP! ok buh byes!
_Tina_

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Forget That! [05 Aug 2004|02:47pm]
I'm moving in with my dad you guys! I packed clothes and a bunch of random things. My main scare that I'm really freaking about is Matt. I know that Forest Lake isn't that far away and what not. But still. I won't see him as much as I usually do. And school's starting soon. I'm just scared that if I move and we don't see each other as much, that it would be too weird and things would be over between us. I was freaking out about that. And I'm scared to call him, but I'm going to before I leave. I'm so scared. I'm going to miss all of my friends. And right now, Matt, Christina, and Kenzie are all I have left. They're all I ever needed and I don't want to lose any of them. I know for a fact nothings changing between Kenzie and I because we didn't see each other that much anyways. But Matt and Christina.... DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME!!! Matt... I love you soooooooooooooooo much you have no idea. I know I told you that before, but you can't even begin to imagine. So I hope we're still cool. I'm sure. But I don't want it to be weird. COME OVER TO DAD'S SOON!!! Christina.... I WUBES WOO SUNSHINE!!!! You're gonna visit me!!! And I'm going to get my permit soon enough and after that it's license and I'll be visiting you! BOTH OF YOU GO TO SEGUE ON SATURDAY!!!!
KRazY Things I packed:
*Notes people wrote me
*Yearbook
*pictures
*a note that matt made me and put in my locker when i was home sick once... :-(
*flowers matt picked and the rose that he wore to the wedding
*straws and swizzle sticks
*the picture i drew of matt and the one he drew of me (a squirrel) when he stayed over a long time ago
*jones soda bottle caps
*kissy lips sound thinger that says "MWAH! I love you"
*letter rob wrote me
*calander
*cigarette muffin newspaper clipping thing
*duct tape ring/pipe cleaner ring
*buckeye
*home videos i made with friends

stupid stuff like that. I'm less worried about clothes. I'm more worried about little things. I have a whole BAG full of stuff like that. I can't leave that here. I know I'm coming back some other time to get more. But still this first week is gonna be hard!!! So I want things like those to cheer me up.

I hope that I can go with Matt and his family on their trip. But I bet with the way his parents are, they're going to want me to stay here with my mom. Well to be honest, I haven't seen my mom yet. I'd break down if I saw her like that. And I'm not even supposed to know that it's what we thought it was. So pretending not to know is really hard. Plus we're giving up the dogs. If you want a rottweiler, a cocker spaniel, or a stupid brown dog, Let me know. They need homes.

But yeah, The trip with Matt. That would be soooo cool. It's sort of the end of Summer and I'm moving in with my Dad and I won't go to Osseo anymore until I get my license... (holy shit) But yeah. It would be awesome to go with him. I want to spend lots of time with him before school starts. And same goes for Christina. I might be spending some time with Kenzie next week. But I gotta find out more about the trip with Matt. AHHHHH THIS IS SO HARD! I've been crying for like.... 3 hours. It sucks.

Whatever. People, call me... especially Matt and Christina.... new number's 651-464-5997. Dad said we'd be setting up a line in each of me n josh's rooms so we'd get our own line, and I'll be getting a cell phone and what not. But just until then... CALL THAT NUMBER I NEED YOU GUYS MORE THAN EVER RIGHT NOW!!!!!! PLEASE!!!! I'll talk to you all later! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME! ANY OF YOU! goodbye!
_Tina_
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YOU GUYS YOU GUYS!!!! [05 Aug 2004|11:21am]
OMFG! OK... I NEED A PLACE TO STAY LIKE MAD!!!! SERIOUSLY! TODAY I WOKE UP BECAUSE TINA WOKE ME UP CUZ OUR TOILET WAS FLOODING.... THATS BECAUSE OF SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE TANK.... I DUNNO BUT IT WAS ALL OVER THE FLOOR AND LEAKING REALLY REALLY FAST! SO I CALLED MY GMA AND SHE WASNT HOME N THEN SO I CALLED MY DAD AND HE TOLD ME HOW TO SHUT OFF THE TOILET AND THEN SAID FOR US TO GET SOME THINGS TOGETHER FOR US TO GO OVER THERE WITH HIM... BUT I CANT DO THAT!!!!!!!! I NEED TO GET OUTTA THE HOUSE BEFORE HE GETS OFF WORK.... WHICH IS IN LIKE I DUNNO HOW MANY HOURS.... (ABOUT 2:30PM) SO IF ANY OF YOU CAN HELP ME OUT WITH A PLACE TO STAY, ID BE SOOOOOOO GREATFUL. I CAN EVEN LEAVE A LITTLE LATER. BUT I CANT LEAVE MAPLE GROVE... AHHHH I CANT DO IT... SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE!!!!!!!! I'LL DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!! MAYBE NOT EVEN OVERNIGHT, JUST FOR TODAY.... THATD HELP OUT SOOOOO MUCH!!!!! I HAVE SO MUCH TO TAKE CARE OF HERE IN MAPLE GROVE THAT I CANT JUST LEAVE IT... HELP ME!!!!!! IF U NEED MY NUMBER HERE: (763)-425-8110 AHHHHHHHHH PLEASE!!!!
_TINA_
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Dinner @ Matt's [02 Aug 2004|03:24pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

okie dokie so i called matt back in the morning (not really but close) to get things straightened out and what not cuz i still felt bad and then he said i should come over because his sisters and chris and eric are going to be over and theyre all eating dinner at matts so i should go and then he called me back after he mowed the lawn, but i was online so he pops on for a sec n says if i went we'd have to see "the village" again. well so i went and his family was already IN the theater... n matt gave me my old ticket stub from the last time we saw it a couple days ago... n it was at AMC so we walked in... walked past the ticket boothy thing... walked to the side past the dude who rips the tickets and walked into the theater... that place... i tell u everyones stupid... even Gerry. hahaha yeah ok. well yeah so we sit there and watch it again. U CATCH A LOT MORE THINGS THAN THE FIRST TIME! n when we left everyone kinda missed something that we caught... but theyre like 'i dont have to pay twice to understand things because i regret paying the first time... well then we went to matts house and his mommy made good good food! lol we all sat outside and ate and then just sat around. i was more or less listening than talking cuz its more interesting... but yeah. (ok the same dude just drove past my house but in a differnt car... wtf? w/e) ok. well they were talking about pot and Denny's like "i have never done weed!" and heather pointed at him and said liar. and then later this pop can started moving back n forth cuz of the fan and Dennys like "whys that can moving?" and i was gonna say "you've never done weed huh?" but Eric kinda said that for me lol hes like "Did you just take a hit inside?" lol it was really funny. and just a long conversation about pot smokin. lol and we're talkin bout kyle's family meeting and everyones parents are invited... and dennys like im not goin and i think linda was too and then matts like "its a BBQ" and lindas face popped up and im like "oh NOW you guys will go" lol and then linda later told me to try n get some money together and try n go with them on their trip whenever that is... matts gonna call me today after work and help me figure stuff out cuz i wanna go. i just gotta go to my daddys lol. ;-) no not the whole "daddys plastic" kinda thing lol or the "run to daddy" cuz i never do that. but my cash cards at my dads house or w/e and i got lots of crap over there n then i can wash all my clothes over there too. lol cuz his washing machines awesome and his dryer. see we have to dry everything hang dry them in our basement and then the smell of laundry water sticks to them. it sucks! so once i figure that out then i will know what im doin. i hope i can go, thatd be fun. matts family kicks MAJOR end... but yep! okie dokie and then after talking me n matt went inside and sat in his room. we watched saving silverman. thats a good movie... lol he didnt like it that much n hes KRazY for that. but yea, then we watched TV (scare tactics cuz thats what his mom wanted to watch in the other room--- dont ask) yeah well then we headed over here at 11 (i think the time he hadda be home) and he hadda come in to get his retainer. it was in my room. but yep then he just layed down n almost crashed there for a bit. but he kepy checkin the time all "i dont wanna go yet" so yep we're just laying there... i almost felled asleep too. :-\ hmmph but then i rolled him over onto his back and sat on top of him tickling his sides to wake him up. that did no good... lol ended up just laying there again and then he sat up and i was taller than him. his nose was to my shoulders. it was weird. lol and then he tookeded off. haha kinda stood outside for a bit lol but its nice out there. matt thought it was nice in my room. hes syko lol my rooms hot. i got my window open and the fan blowing and its hot as hell. lol w/e its cool. ima go tho! ttyl! TAH TAH buh byes
_Tina_

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TJ's and the BAD BAD uh oh [02 Aug 2004|03:23pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

ok so yeah i drank ALL of kyles bacardi/coke thing and hes liek "I NEED A NEW DRINK! TINA STOLE MINE AND WONT GIVE IT BACK!" lol HEY n e ways yeah then ppl got goofy and matt asked if i wanted cookies or soemthing like that i dunno and i hadda go to the bathroom but when i got out we were all gonna walk to amoco and so me him christina and kari all walked down there... were honestly being RETARDED AS HELL! i thought i could walk fine. but i could! lol seriously but i lost my flip flop and then i forgot where we were going and we got like across the street from amoco and we decided not to go n e more, so we turned around and then kyle picked up christina and kari. i didnt hear a door shut but i turned around and christinas alkready sittin in there. later she told me she just jumped through it lol. so me n matt walked back, hahaha THAT WAS FUN. i dotn remember why, but it was. lol :-\ terrible! i was really bad. and we all later went to the park adn ned pulled my hair so i said fuck off.... n kari started telling people that i was a bitch when im drunk. where the hell did that come from n then someone else commented... and so i said "fuck you" again and karis liek "see?" UGH w/e... ok... and yeah then OH well yeah on the way back... whitney picked us up and gave us a ride back to TJs... thank god i woulda faled over. i was so exhausted. that was a long walk. but w/e yeah then yeah. i dunno wut else happened. but later i started cryin because i felt terrible for matt to have to see me like that and then it hurt when ppl were like talking about me all "woah shes wasted." and people just talking about me... it sucked and then everyone worrying about rides home and all the shit that went on, i never wanna do that again, so im done. i honestly dont really remember what all happened, so this isnt the best thinger or w/e get used to it! lol i dunno but then i also got really really freaked out cuz matt said he was gonna drive home and drive us home but it ended up that whitney drove kari home... and christina drove me n matt to my house and then (hhaha im talking to kenzie on the phone now and she told me she saw a picture of my ex boyfriend and she was like "OMG i have a CRUSH on him" hahahha n e ways) yeah then matt was gonna drive home... and i was really really worried so i told him to call me when he got home n chrisitna was gonna stay over. matt was invited too but his mommy never talked to MY mommy so yeah. i dunno it sucked. we go inside and i tripped n i blamed it on jake... :-\ then i tripped again over myself in the living room n mom asked where matt was. AHHH yeah well matt called n i apologized n he thought it was all his fault then we hung up. someoen hung up i dunno. he said it was me i thought it was him. w/e no goodbyes it sucked so bad. but then me n christina talked about a lot of shit and it was very emotional... yeah i dont wanna do that shit n e more... so im not gonna... yeah well ima go now cuz i dont wanna type n e more... lol but yeah i gots another entry after this one that ima do now, so TAH TAH~
_Tina_

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Cigarette Muffin @ The Garage [02 Aug 2004|03:08pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

yep yep! yeah. i dont really know what to say but it ROCKED. ok so christina came over at about - well i dunno! lolbut she came over. and then matt called when i was brushing my teeth so christina talked to him n he was on his way. then he came n got us n my mom wanted juice, so we stopped at deans and got some n went back, dropped it off and then took off from there. matt started heading towards jefferson and i asked why hes going that way and hes like "169" and i just look at him n hes like "OH!!! we gotta pick up kari dont we?" well yeah so then we picked her up and went over to robs house. hung out there for a bit. i kept loosing my pop but w/e yeah then rob was NOWHERE TO BE FOUND, so his dads like "i dunno what the hell is wrong with rob, im gonna go get him and bring his ass back here" so he did and yeah there was some other dude n i asked what his name was. Grant I believe. w/e so then we all load up the van with the shit and me, christina and kari rode with Matt... and then rob, tyler, brian, paul, and that grant dude rode with like... some other dude. i forgot his name. lets call him david? lol sounds like thats right. w/e and yeah matt didnt have much gas but we just drove around because the other dudes a stupid fuck. but as we were pulling out of robs, TJ pulled up with kyle, adam and whitney... and so we're all just following the stupid shit. and then matt tells the 3 f us to grab shit to throw out the window so we found pencils or some shit and adams throwing skittles (which i believe matt said cracked his windsheild... we found a crack in it the other day) but w/e and yep then we go BACK to robs to get robs dad. wtf was that for? pointless... lol but yeah then we all headed out to the garage. everyone that was in "david's" car (except that grant dude) went in johns car. and yeah so that worked out. we got there and each person in the band got one person as a guest to let in for free. and i was with matt, tj was with brian, adam was tyler, kyle was with rob, and whitney was with paul... or something like that so christina and kari coudlnt get wristbands.. and the fucking idiots wouldnt let them pay either.... FUCKERS so whitney told the people that those 2 were helping unload the van n shit so they got back there. but the guys later found out theyre playing on this little dinky stage... instead of the bigger one, but later a band cancelled so they got the big stage! YAY! well then people started showing up, doors opened. show started. i started recording and some dumbass dude told me to turn off my camera cuz i need a permit and i asked how to get one and theyre like 'u pay 5 bucks back there adn then when we get a copy of the tape, then u get ur money back" well wtf do they need a copy of the tape for? advertisting?? if it was then the band should get paid! cuz they never said shit bout it... lol i dunno but after the show, i asked some girl with plastic wrap stuff if i could bum some of it and the dude told me to watch his fashion show later cuz he was wrapped in it. yeah then we all went over to TJ's house..... ummm and i get in there and kyles like "tina, try this" and i ask what it was and hes like bacardi and coke... perfect mix... so i sipped it and it was pretty good... and then i just drank it and i wouldnt share. kari asked for some. i dunno if she ever got some but christina took it from me n had a sip. i didnt think n e thing had happened to me but yeah... ill put all this shit in the next entry. lol this ones too long! TAH TAH!
_Tina_

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Thank you Matt [01 Aug 2004|01:28pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

Thank you Matt for everything that you did for me last night. I really appreciate it! I love you.
_Tina_

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Matt and Band practice and Pauls... and FUN!!!11!!one!1!! [31 Jul 2004|12:51am]
[ mood | curious ]

ok so last night when i was talking to matt he said we should do something today. so i told him to call me and then this morning i had just finished doing dishes when he called and then i was sposta think of soemthing to do lol but hes like "im just gonna come over n we'll figure something out" so he came over... he was gonna climb thru my window but that didnt happen... HMMPH oh ok! and then he grabs the fishin pole and starts hooking my matress, my pillow, the blanket covering my window... hes a little slow lol. he uses "real fishing poles" lol w/e thats cool haha and yeah then we went driving around n we went to disc-go-round... he found the breakfast club movie... i saw it too but i said nothing. lol i knew he was gonna do wut he did lol he offered to buy it and wouldnt let me leave until i did, well i didnt! heheh i didnt have n e money and bah! i dunno im just like that. i can get it some other time. or w/e yeah so then we went to check out what movies were playing at his theater... and we drove to the far end of the parking lot and there were people having sex in their car and we turn around n matts like "should we go back n just park next to them n WATCH?" lol what a goof...n yup we go back to his house n watch aqua teen hunger force tapes he recorded and i saw a commercial for "the village" and i said i wanted to see that so matt said we should go see it. so we did. and after the movie we went to robs. see brian said him n paul dont know why i go n theyre all"wuts up with that?" and so yeah... i kinda ummm... didnt wanna piss them off n matts like "do u wanna go?" well yeah i do, but i dont want the guys to get irritated... brian told me he doesnt care cuz i asked him before but i guess paul does. but maybe hes just kidding i duno but yeah we went ot robs. and they were awesome! i love watching practices because everyone gets better n better (when they practice lol) ut yeah it was fun then we all went back over to uhh... pauls house i guess cuz ummm robs friends showed up and they were just getting high so w/e yeah and then i sat on matts lap n we played tic-tac-toe... i kicked his ass :-\ ?? lol actually i sucked ass lol i didnt win once! hehe but theres still a couple marbles on the floor lol... yeah w/e but then matt like licked behind my ear and said he wanted to bite someones ear off like the boxer so i told him he could n he bitted my ear and it kinda hurt but not really. he didnt bite it off tho so thats prolly y. lol yeah well... then he kepy slobberin on me... like my neck n my cheak and my ear lol. it was weird haha and then he said he had to be home at 11 and it was like 10:50 and so i had him leave cuz i dont want his mommy to get mad at me OH YEAH! i helped bring in groceries! im such a great little helper. ok n e ways yeah so then we drive over to my house n matts like "sleepy time" and its 11 when hes sposta be home... so hes sitting up right and i recline back lol hes all "howd u do that?" then he reclines back n just kinda like layed there talkin n cuddled up together. n then he licks my ear again and then i wipe it on his shirt and then he goes KRazY!!!! licking like my ears, my nose, my cheaks, my forehead, my lips, my neck, my chin, my eyes... lol everywhere on my face and stuff and he did that for like 10 minutes! hahah and i kept wiping it off on him and then i grabbed his hoodie from the back and wiped it on that lol. LOTS of slobber hahah it was fun tho. lol many would think thats gross! but its funny as hell! hahaha wow okie well then i had already told him a bunch of times that he should prolly go so his mommy dont get mad at him and hes like i dun wanna go and then his mom called (at like 11-before all the slobberin) yeah n then hes like "i got lots of time now" well we got to my house at like 11 - THERE WAS A BUNNY!!!!- and he didnt leave until like 11:45 :-\ errrg. lol ITS ALL MY FAULT! i hope the guys can stay over tomorrow. thatd be fun! cept rob n paul. me n matt figured they wouldnt n then the look on brians face made it seem like he didnt want to n to be honest... if brian doesnt then i dont really want tyler to cuz tyler talks when brians around (if at all) lol and yeah then i hope matt can. but christina said she can take off work in the morning if she wants to. so thatd be cool! but yeah moms idea. dont ask me hahah. i duno where we'd all sleep tho. lol. w/e k well ima go! ima talk to ya'll later! lol buh byes!
_Tina_

P.S. CIGARETTE MUFFIN SHOW!!! TOMORROW!!!! THE GARAGE!!!! BURNSVILLE!!!!!!!! 5 BUCKS!!!!!! BE THERE OR BE STUPID!!!! (all the cool people are doing it >:-o)

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Christina, Brian, Tyler, Matt, TJ [31 Jul 2004|12:28am]
[ mood | amused ]

Okie dokie! So... Christina calls me and WAKES ME UP!!! u little hoe! hahah im jk! no but ok... so then we wanted to call one of the guys... we all know who "the guys" are... i dunno u get it. im not gonna list them. but then brian calls her and i call him on 3 way when theyre talkin and then they hang up so we're all talkin and i tell him xtinas coming over then were going over there n he said tylers comin over and blah blah so we cant but theyd come over later. so then thats exactly what they did! tyler calls and says theyre leaving and so yep then mom ordered 6 pizzas... BRIAN U ASSHOLE NEVER CHIPPED IN LIKE U SAID U WOULD! bastard. oh he WILL pay her back lol. we're broke! hahha. ok yeah well then were all being retarded. but with tyler being here. not more than 5 seconds he was already playing the guitar lol and then brian n him started doing badmouth n stupid insult jokes... it was funny as hell and tyler admitted he had no balls and brian said he slept with tylers mom and was playing with my crayon coin thinger and said he was a crayon... i dunno but then brian called up matt and what not and told him to come over so YAY and yep and then christina sees a car pull up but it wasnt matts car or van or n e thing n it was matt n tj! TJ!!! havent seen him in awhile so that was cool. yep yep! so they hung out for a bit then christina had to leave so she diddeded... and yep! yep! yep! ok yep... lol wow ok then yeah we're all just talkin and then they guys leave and i stay in the living room as theyre leaving and then when i go back into my room, theres a fishing pole leaning against my bench thing. that wasnt there before... later when i was talking ot matt on the phone (cuz i called him to tell him that Aaroosh was performing on WB and it would be KRazY to see haha) yeah well i found out that matt climbed through my window and put it in there and they took off. yep but then yeah i called matt later and we were talking until like 2 am almost i think it was. lol i dunno but we werent supposed to be talking that long. hahah i dunno w/e! yep thats it! it was just a lot of hanging out! lol k thats it! ttyl!
_Tina_

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BAD GOODBYE!!! [26 Jul 2004|11:56pm]
[ mood | sad ]

UGH! I feel like SUCH a bitch! Matt just signed off and I feel like I was kinda bitchy to him. I wasn't trying to be. But see, he told me he was tired and didn't want to leave because it was too early. And then I said something else and everytime I'd say something he's just like "whatever" or something and it was like he didn't want to talk to me. And so then later he's like "whatever I'm gonna go" and then im like "it's about damn time" because u know if hes tired, he should sleep. well then hes like "fine" and he signed off. :''''( (tear jerker) made me feel like a complete bitch cuz i didnt mean it like that. and then he comes back on and says that he closed the wrong thing. and I was already telling my friend what i thought i did and so i tell her this and she's like "he's SO lying. im sure he just felt bad about it and thought ud be pissed so he came up with an excuse to have signed off." well as much as i didnt wanna hear that matt would do that, i still thought that it was all my fault and i pissed him off so w/e and then hes like "ill ttyl" and im like "i hope so" and hes like "g'night, :-* luv ya, peace" and then signs off. he didnt give me time to say goodnight or that i love him either.... OR ANYTHING! it wasnt more than a second after he said that... he usually ALWAYS gives me time to say that. so i musta really pissed him off. unless of course im completely wrong and he just ends up having extra time after he says that and i just end up being able to say that. he prolly dont care. he should know n e ways, but still! so im teary. i know thats lame, but i just think i was being a bitch to him kinda. and it sucks!!!! IM SORRY MATT!!! and yeah I love you Matt, MWAH :-* goodnight!!!!
_Tina_

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IN CONCLUSION... [25 Jul 2004|12:50pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I had a BLAST! I had so much fun! I haven't had that much fun in a long long time! Maybe people who were there would think I'm KRazY! Because Josh did but I can't NOT have fun with Matt and then plus!!!! people got married!!! I met more of his family! and friends of the family! and all of that. IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN! thank you, Matt for taking me. and again. Matt looked great! it was awesome! i wish i had a camera. my mom wanted to see. oh well. maybe next time... :-\ well thats all!!! sorry i write a lot!!! (if u dont know what im talking about, the past 3 entries explain it all. u can skim through because you all hate reading a lot, and i can understand, but i had lots to say because IT WAS SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!) k well thats all! ill ttyl! BUH BYES!!!!
_Tina_

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NICOLE AND ERIC'S WEDDING [continued...again...] [25 Jul 2004|12:49pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

moms home! ok so i go into moms room right? and im talkin to her. n matt calls. i hadda tell mom about the wedding. she hadnt seen me all dressed up.... ummm... EVER. so she was cited! lol yes. i dunno if that was even dressed up because i never wear dresses, so for me its dressed up. for me, NICE PANTS and a BLOUSE is being dressed up lol. w/e so im talkin to matt and tryin to tell mom all what happened. and moms like "u know... matt has to share!!! uve been here for 10 seconds and HE dropped u off and he's already calling u. he can share!" lol mereer! hehe. well yeah so i would only assume matt needed someone to keep him awake at the wheel. which is cool. id rather know that he made it home ok, then be thinking about it as he's on his way there. so it was cool. well then mom asked for a pill, a pop, a pack of cigarettes, a lighter and yeah, so i leave the room and mom wanted to talk to him so i gave her the phone. i dunno what she said to him... matt what did my mom say. i told you my familys syko lol well yeah i come back and theyre talkin and i get the phone back. n matt said he was almost there so i told her to wait cuz he would be leaving soon. so she did and i talked to him until he went inside. so he made it SAFELY!!!! lol well yeah then moms all "i want what u have" n im like "what do i have?" n shes like "u can tell matt cares a lot about u. i want someone like that. he drops u off and hes already callin u cuz he misses u like a minute later." and im like "mom... hes tired. i guess that was sposta keep him awake." n so shes just like "oh" lol. yeah it was cool. i told my mom all about the wedding and what all happened. (everything in the past 2 entries lol) and then tina comes in and we're all talking and then we go heat up some meatloaf, macaroni, and peas. YUMMY! Mam made it. it was moms birthday dinner when she was a kid, so it was here for mom when she got back. hehehe! yep and then we talked more in the living room. my moms funny cuz everyone asked me how it was and im like "I HAD SO MUCH FUN" and then moms like smiling and stuff n shes like "u can tell what u think about matt. because everytime u talk about him, ur eyes just light up." and then i smile and shes liek "LIKE THAT!" n then we're all laughing at me. hmmm lol i just realized everyone was laughing at me. wow. awkward moment here. lol i dunno. it was cool. i did i had so much fun. but i cant say what i all talked about to my mom if u wanna know, u can read the last 2 entries (again maybe) proll ynot. no one reads them when they're that long. SORRY! [next entry] lol buh byes! toodles!
_Tina_

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NICOLE AND ERIC'S WEDDING [continued...] [25 Jul 2004|12:46pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

ok, so whitney, paul, and i followed eric and nicole to the champlin american legion. (reception) - the really really fun part - and we were kinda just hanging out until people started to show up. Paul asked if I had a name tag, and he made me look and what not and so i did and I DID have a name tag! I sat across from Whitney and she sat next to Ashley (who wasn't there and never did get around to showing up. thats too bad cuz it was really fun). Why did I have a name tag anyway? n e who. so Paul didn't have one so he sat at a table with his parents and what not. but we said he could be Ashley... so he was for a second and stole her candy i think. but w/e then Matt showed up and he came over but then hes like "oh i gotta sit over there" (with people in the wedding) and blah blah so he goes over there and me n whitney just talk and then the food comes out and all that. it was like thanksgiving. lol turkey (i would assume. me n whitney were debating because we werent sure. we agreed on turkey lol) and mashed potatos, gravy, stuffing, corn, dinner rolls, veggies, cole slaw (ICK!!!) but everything was good (cept cole slaw, i didnt get any of that. ICK!!!) but yeah while we were standing in line, linda comes up to us and she compliments us and all that and she looked soooooo pretty! it was great! everyone looked so nice! i loved it! and she was glad we could make it too. so that made me feel good. and then matt pops by again and makes fun of us cuz we have to wait in line... lol psh. and then we talk to Gabe. He was the fiance of Cookie, one of the bridesmaids. actually Matt was the one who walked her down the aisle. n e ways... yeah and u know how people tap their glasses and then the bride and groom kiss? well they did that and then after the speaches (THEY WERE REALLY GOOD! funny stuff and serious stuff! REALLY GOOD!) linda taps her plate and no one else did and shes like laughing and she like "i dunno i just like to do it!" hahaha shes so cute! lol wow ok so yeah so after the food was the cuttin of the cake... i didnt go over there. ive seen cake get cut before. and plus i wouldnt ahve been able to see cuz all these tall people were surrounding it so i just sat there with matt n whitney. then later they started the dancing. the bride and grooms first dance as husband and wife. AWWWWE! so cute! well then whitney tries to get paul to dance cuz he was sposta be her date cuz she didnt have one. and he wouldnt and then they try and get me to dance, but i wouldnt lol. NON-DANCERS! - WOO! lol i felt so bad though. but my feet hurt really really really really really really really really really really really - (u c where im going here right?) - really really really bad!!! cuz i hadnt worn those shoes before so i didnt break them in or n e thing, i couldnt, i was borrowing them, and then they were high heals and i havent worn those in a year or so n i wasnt used to them. but plus u know wut sucked and made me feel even worse... matt n whitney kept telling everyone that i wouldnt dance and then the ppl they told were all like blah blah i dont even remember. but i felt bad because i would dance later - maybe. lol n no one believed me. but they dragged me out there a couple times and i'll tell ya. i didnt do much. im a terrible dancer. thats a FACT lol. i could dance at school dances in 7th grade but there were TONS of people there.so i was CROWDED and i didnt care. but there wasnt that many dancing here, so it was weird. and knowing u cant dance doesnt help lol. then they had this dollar dance and thats when i let ppl know i felt bad n it sucked. cuz whitney paid for me, but i didnt really wanna dance with eric cuz i dont know him all that well, so for me, itd be weird. n matt kept saying "eric has no one in his line" PSH blah, w/e. ok and yeah then matt told me his dad was going to ask me to dance cuz he saw me not dancing. :-( i felt so bad, PEOPLE! MY FEET HURT!!!!! ok so then i DID dance. it was a slower song and matts like "u can dance to this..." so we went up there and his sister comes up to us and she looked like she was gonna cry. shes like "ooooh u guys are dancing. ur a lucky girl. matts a good kid." lol it was funny. ok and THEN next song, (or later i dunno) linda comes up to us and grabs our hands and she starts hopping around and spinning in circles. haha it was cute. lol but yep then we sat down again and they called all the "single ladies" up to the floor and whitneys like "cmon itll be fun"... and someone said something about me being single or w/e and i nudged matt and im like "pretty soon" BUT I WAS JUST KIDDING AND HE WAS POUTING AND BEING SAD LOOKIN FOR A 1/2 AND HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FELT BAD!!!!! MATT I WAS KIDDING!!!!! i wouldnt do that. but yep and then we go up there again and his mom spins us in circles and then we sit down again. and matt grabs my hand and says "oh u gotta meet so n so" well he never did introduce me. he's terrible at that. so w/e but yeah then his dad DID ask me to dance when i was ready, but it was a terrible song so--- later ;-) BUT I FEEL BAD because that never happened either. NEXT TIME!!! I PROMISE!!!! i feel so bad about that! ugh dang. ok well then whitney takes off (i didnt notice paul leaving but i remember his mom coming up saying she's leaving) but yeah so whitney takes off cuz i found out i COULD get a ride with matt... so i stayed behind. and then yep. talked to a few more people. then we go up to dance again. it was another slower one. and then Heather was all "oooo u guys are dancing!!!" like she was gonna cry again - WOAH! and then shes like "MATT KISS HER...." n hes like what? and shes like "ive never seen u kiss a girl... so kiss her!" and im laughing so i put my head on his shoulder and hes like "she's shy" n im liek what? lol hey! it was up to him! lol she didnt tell me to kiss HIM. if she did i woulda done it already haha and then yeah i think Chris and some other person were there watching. i felt like a zoo attraction lol but then so he kissed me n wait... was it chris? or eric? well one of them i dont remember who was like "THERE they go" and heather missed it so she told us to do it again and so we did and shes like "oooooo :-( " lol it was cute lol. GOLLY GEE! haha his familys SOOOO FLIPPEN cool! im jealous! theres like.. no boring people in his family. and now hes related to even more because eric's family. and hes a goofball and from what i could tell a lot of HIS relatives were too. well yep then we're sittin down later and i had his jacket thing u know? blazer or w/e i dunno wut it is, but Cheryl comes up to me and puts her hands on my shoulders all "ooooo! im FREEZING" and i give her matts thing and hes like "well now u'll be cold." i said i was gonna be fine and he took off his white SUPER DUPER SOFT SHIRT!!!!!! oooo i could just... OH MAN! SO SOFT! it's KRazY! ahhh yep and then he gave me that. oh and we went outside cuz his dad said he needed the drill and so we go out there and its not even in there so we go back in and his dads using it... :-\ who knows. so we sit back down. i had taken my shoes off to dance, and put them on to go outside then we took them off again. and then later his mom said it was bout time to go, so matt puts them on. he said he was getting good at it. lol HE WAS! matt, im proud! lol u are the master of shoe putter-on-er's lol. congrats! lol ok, so. then we go to his dad i got all my stuff and what not and his dad said we werent leaving so matts like "time to take off ur shoes again" so we did and then later we WERE gonna leave so i just slipped them on. and then we go outside and his mom comes up to him and talks about a suitcase and his grandma and the house and matts like "what?" and shes like "OK?" and walks away... :-\ lol wow so yeah we get in the van. sit there for a bit. wait for his dad. he drives his dad back to the hotel they're staying at. and then he drives me home. he coulda just drove me home first. we passed my house... :-\ i dunno and so yep when we're sitting in my driveway, i realized that i never even told him how nice he looked. because he DID he looked great!!! it was really cool. and he curled up somehow in the front seat and said he was gonna sleep on my shoulder... so he fake snored. and i told him to call me when he got back to the hotel so i know he made it ok cuz he was really really tired. n wasnt driving too good. so hes like "what if i forget" well i told him id cry all night because i woudlnt know if he was ok or not... so then we talk for like 5 or so more minutes. we always do. and i said he really hadda go so he wasnt that much past curfew. it was 12:30 already. and i give him a kiss goodnight, remind him to call. all that i get in the house. ask if moms there and tina says no shes gonna be home in a week. she was kidding. but mom was sleeping, so i run into moms room. wake her up. and THEN i saw matt back up outta the driveway. lol took him long enuf. and 5 seconds later, he calls! lol KRazY! Well that's all for this entry!!! [next entry] lol tah tah
_Tina_

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NICOLE AND ERIC'S WEDDING! [25 Jul 2004|12:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

ahhhh i had soooooo much fun! but i'll get to that again later. ok. so whitney picks me up at about 2:45 like she said she would. she called for some directions and blah blah and then we headed over to the church right off bass lake road. oh boy that was fun lol. when we got there we went inside and signed the guest book thing and what not then we went over to the doors and we got escorted to our seats. They told us it was their first escort for the day so me n whitney felt special. And plus we got 3rd row. CLOSE ENUF to reserved! Well then Paul shows up and I wave him over to come and sit by us and he does and then we talked to Cheryl and stuff and she was really nervous. And then later when the wedding started, the people started coming down the aisle. All the bridesmaids and groomsmen awwwe. Matt came walking down the aisle! He looked sooooooooo good!!!! In his tux and all nice. It was really cool. I loved it. (he looked really really short cuz he was next to this really really really tall dude. Matt came up to a little under his shoulders. so he looked like a migit) And then Nicole comes down! She looked so gorgeous! They started the thinger and all of that and Eric sang to her!!! I CRIED!!!!! and when he was done he mouthed "i love you" to her. that was soooo cute. i love cute things like that, they get to me. IM A WIMP! shut up! lol ok so then they did the rings and all that and "UFF'DA - yah, you betcha!" (hahaha nevermind!) ok and then nicole and eric went up to each row individually and then they sent them out. I gave her a hug, told her how gorgeous she looked and congratulated her. YAY!!! and then went out into the hall to see matt. i gave him a hug and then me and whitney joked about his shoes cuz they were really shiney! lol n e ways! everyone starts talking and i didnt see denny until everyone was about ot head outside so i gave him a hug and he was glad i could go. so thats cool. and then everyone went outside to blow bubbles at eric and nicole. then they get in their little car "JUST MARRIED!!!" "honk!" hahah cute. nice balloons matt! lol they fell off as we were following them to the reception. and paul rode with us. yeah cuz i dunno why lol but it was cool and of course he has to call shotgun. and matt coulda rode with us, but he had to take "millions" of pictures before the thing, so yeah. well anyways. ima divide this thing kinda in half... cuz i talk too much and this will be too dang long if i just made it one entry. lol sorry bout that. but i can honestly say that it was the first and only wedding ive ever cried at. (i didnt cry at cousins or n e thing like that. lol) but i dunno. IM SO EXCITED FOR THEM!!!! yay!!! ok im KRazY! im sorry! w/e ok [next entry] haha!
_Tina_

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Tiner Biner Jesus Herman and Mr. Handsome Froggy Prince's KRazY Little Adventure! [23 Jul 2004|05:04pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

[Right after last entry] Ok, so I hung out with Matt for the rest of the day after dress shopping. Woot? lol Well we played board games! He owes me a dollar! Because I got a question from the Genius edition of Trivial Pursuit. "Which way does the Nile River flow?" (c'mon! GENIUS!?!?) Naw, I don't want his money. But we started a game of Yahtzee and his mom and aunt were going for a walk and Cheryl wanted to play when they got back. But we stopped before then. And went downstairs I spose. I don't really remember. But THEN!!! He asked what I wanted to do, so I said something KRazY! And he's like "Rollerblading" And i just looked at him and he's like "........While eating a bowl of cerial..." and I'm like "Naked" and he's like "Let's do it!" and I said I didn't want to rollerblade so he said we could eat a bowl of oatmeal naked. And im like go for it and he's like "I don't think we have any oatmeal" so we laughed and he's like "Let's just get naked!" haha :-P Well then we got hoodies 'cause he said we'd need it where we're going but he wouldn't tell me. So we go outside and start walking and I said we still need to do something KRazY. and he pointed out a sprinkler. so i said we should run through it. So I grab his hand and he's resistant but he went up to it and we're going syko and I was going to wait for the sprinkler to go UP because it was like, flat on the ground and it's no "ooo i got my ankles wet! let's do it again!" you know? and then hes ready to run through it but I stopped and he pulls me through and we're all over the place lol and we hit our heads together... lol OUCH! But it was fun no matter what! lol and then we go to the park close by. but we had to sneek through someones yard and im doing the mission impossible theme song and hes rolling around on the ground and then we go to the park but we had to cross this scary bridge and he started dragging me. IT WAS SCARY!!! :-( but i went over it and we stopped 1/2 way and counted lightning bugs and THEN we went to the park and swung on the swings and then we went somewhere else... towards another park. and then he wants to climb to the roof of this one park that all the guys go to get high or some shit. I don't know lol maybe I'm wrong but they get high when im with them and theyre there. so matt goes on the roof and i try but i cant pull myself up so i didnt go up there. and then we went to the woods-like area and we hadda climb up a steap hill. He's got tennis shoes on and i've got sandals (hehe EMILY I'VE GOT SANDALS!) anyways. so he gets up there and slides a little and im like, well how am i gonna do this and he told me to try n climb straight up, so i did, i got farther than he did... but i slid down and hurted my hands lol it was fun as hell! and so i grab a little tree, and he gets ahead of me and pulls me to the 2nd tree hes at and then he gets to the fence we gotta climb over and pulls me over to it and we climb over that. Then we just walk around and there's this lake I guess or something and there were these boats and Matt said to steal one so I walk him over there and I picked an easy one to take, Matt wanted bigger. Then we walk away because yeah and we're walking out of this person's yard and they pull up into their driveway. Ummmm yeah and then so we walk and there's this stupid pillar thing and it's only got the address on it and i asked if that's just what it's for and Matt said that it was an outhouse so I told him to tinkle then. And we start walking over to it and THE PERSON'S OUTSIDE WATCHIN US so i go the other way. Then we go to this other park... This other SANITARY park lol. Silly goose. Yeah and we layed down on the top of it to try and find shooting stars because Matt has trouble seeing them. But then there was this one thing and it started moving, but we both swear it was a star before. So then we ended up counting satelite's. :-) LOTS and LOTS and LOTS! :-) That was fun. We couldn't find the big dipper though. Oh well. But then his mom calls so we walk back to his house, grab my dress and another diet coke and head out. He drives me home. Well we're almost home and we pass this car and the driver looks like he could be related to Tyler haha. So I look back and see again and then he speeds up and looks at us and waves his hand like "WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT!?!?!" So he's a KRazY SYKO mother fucker! And Matt's like "stick your head out the window and just be all BALDFAHKLHA!!!!!" But that guy was too KRazY and I didn't do it because he might ram Matt's car and that wouldn't be good. But we look at him again laughing our asses off and he stares at us again right as we turn onto 101st. HAHA! And then Matt goes "ahhhhhhhh" over the dirt road to make the noise when ur bouncing. and We get to the light and he's liek "I DID THAT ALMOST THE WHOLE TIME!" And so then because we're both retarded, we see who can do that longer... I BEAT HIM! But that's cuz he was laughing at how stupid we are. And then we arrive at my home! And see a bunny!!! But that's nothing new. There's always a bunny there. So yep! Talking in the car for a bit, goodnight kiss, go home! That's my KRazY Little Adventure! HEHEHE!
_Tina_

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Something New... hmmm [23 Jul 2004|04:49pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

OKIE DOKIE! So yesterday I had a whole crap load of crap going on. It sucked. Because I'm like the new leader of the house because no one can take care of it while mom's in the hospital. And I had to yell at Josh and Tina to do what they're supposed to do. It's so frustrating and now I know what my mom's talking about. I'm going to start helping out a LOT more now. I know where she's coming from. Anywho. So Whitney calls me at like noon probably and she says that her and Matt were on their way to come and get me. So when they pick me up we go to Deb, there's no dresses there that work for me. I'm not a fancy shmancy person. All of them had sparkles on it or something. It sucked. But yeah, and then we went to some other place and another place and Whitney's house and then Kohl's or something. I don't know but so far, nothing. Everything was shiny or sparkly or too short. I can't get away with wearing a short dress. At least I don't want to because I don't like my legs. haha But yeah we went to Kohl's and I found a dress. It's black with black sheer over top of it and then flowers lining the top of it. (Black roses) And it's spaghetti strap and a size 5/6! Perfect! I almost didn't get it because I only saw a 7/8 and that's too big, but Whitney found one with the tag hidden inside and it was smaller, so it works. I didn't try it on though. But we ran to Cub Foods real quick so Matt could get some money for it. I felt bad. :-\ It was marked at $50.00 but it was a 40% off sale, so it was EXACTLY $30.00. KRazY! But yeah. Then we all went back to Matt's house for a little while and his aunt Cheryl played Matt's acoustic and sang for us. Whitney took a picture and then Linda (Matt's mom) took a picture. Wow. I never look good in pictures so I hope I wasn't in them. lol I just saw a flash once and a flash twice. Well then Whitney took off and went to Paul's and so Matt and I headed over there. They had those snappy things that snap when you throw them at something. I don't know. But then Kyle threw Matt's keys at me and I have a scar on my arm. BASTARD! Haha. So he was running away from me for a bit. Why do people do that??? I'm always at least 1/2 the size of the people I attack, and they run away! Jeesh, I tell ya. Well yep. Then Whitney took off, and then later Ned took off, and then later Kyle and Adam took off and then later Paul went inside to sleep I think, so me and Matt went back to his house. :-P K Well I hurt myself in the next entry! So yep! Ima go and write that! Buh byes!
_Tina_

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Hmm. Today? Rob's? Matt's? [21 Jul 2004|12:17am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So I'm at home right? and i told matt last night to call me when he gets home from robs. well i wake up at 9:30 cuz sticks calls.. hes being an asshole. and then mom calls at 10 and i talk to her for awhile and then i hadda go online to look up sumthin for kenzie (didnt find much) i go n check the heat and its 91 degrees. bah then matt comes online and asks if its still hot. well no its freezing. psh duh... ok well he offered to pick me up before he goes to robs and he would call before he left. which is cool, cuz i hadda call my mom so i hadda go n then i sign off and brian calls after i hang up with mom and im tlakin to him n told him i was fillin in for tyler. well then matt comes n gets me. we go back to his place and brian calls asking what the hell i guess cuz he thought matt had the car. w/e and then kari calls matt and matts like "dont tell tina i have a girl over"... plllth. and then she called the house phone (i didnt know who it was by then)... and he gives the phone to me. AND IT WAS MY WITTLE KARALYN!!!! yay!!!! SHE CAME BACK!! I THOUGHT ID NEVER TALK TO HER AGAIN! but then brian honks his horn outside. HE WAS EARLY!! i mean HOLY SHIT! thats never... like.... ever... HAPPENED! haha w/e yeah so we went to robs... band practice. not much happened. paul n rob got high... robs room gave me a headache lol. then we went to mcdonalds on a break like thing... and then ummm... went BACK to robs... they played some more... and then they were done. and brian n i were messing around (not like that-- uhhh NO!) and he rammed me in my jaw, so i attack him! i start beating him up and then matt grabs me and brians like "im on ur side" and then they both attack me and then walk away later and matt CHARGES towards me and tackles me onto the couch and we're a WRASTLIN... n that was keepin me from kickin brians ass lol then i got free'd from matt holdin me down. n then i start beating up brian and he runs outside n i chase him down n then everyone follows us out there like its this big event... only to go back inside 2 minutes later. so i almost kicked brian in the balls n now hes scared of me... then uhh the guys just played grand theft auto III i watched. then we went back to matts house (me n matt did) pauls mom, julie i believe, dropped brian off at home and then yeah paul went home. so me n matt just hung around his family room downstairs n stuff n yep. we were layin down then his auntie comes in! i didnt getta really like talk to her tho. whitney n matt said shes really cool but she went upstairs n his mom called him up to get his dinner and then i never heard anything from n e one ever again. :-( bah w/e so me n matt layeded down on the couch n i gotted cold n he dressed me lol. he took off his hoodie, sat me up, and made me wear it. lol yeah well then his tummy started to hurt. to i wubbed (rubbed) his tummy n chest n stuff cuz he said it hurt everywhere. but i dunno where everywhere is. lol I TRIED!!!!!! n then he tried to make me bruise his boobie!!! :-( noooo well yep. oh yeah! we watched the sad part of big daddy. i cried n matt made fun of me :-( blah dee blah blah! not my fault its just sad! even his mommy said so when he was in the bathroom! :-P yeah well then matt watched spongebob while i watched matt. i was tryin to make his tummy feel better and i was playin with his hair... then he flipped to poker and i didnt understand it so i didnt pay attention. and then its time to go and hes like "OH! we gotta go" (go figure lol) n then he like rolled over n just stayed there n pretended to snore. lol n then he moves again. n hes like we shoudl go... but i dotn want to... i cant. im too comfy." so i let him lay there for a bit. n i give him a kiss to like.. .wake him up and i say we should go cuz i dont want him to get in trouble. haha what was fun(ny) is like when we'd talk it was funny cuz like our lips were restin on each other's so u talk n theres a lip right there. haha lol. that proly makes no sense! well W/E! i know wut i mean. lol and yep yep. then we take off to drop me off at home. his mommy was lettin lucy out (that has nothin to do with n e thing) so yep. we drive me home. i get home. and thats about it. now here i am sittin here talkin to like 5 ppl tryin to get rid of a couple (sorry im not in the mood to talk to more than two... matt and jimmy are enuf for today lol) i guess me n matt might hang out 2morrow. he hasnt seen pirates of the caribbean so ima bring it to his hosue and condition my hair. hahaha yeah. okie dokie well ima go! this is too long. trevor prolly didnt read this cuz its too long. w/e thats fine with me. GOODBYE!
_Tina_

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im going to pass out. [20 Jul 2004|02:02am]
[ mood | hot ]

ok im not doin so good. n now i have no one to keep me up. matt just signed offlin. its cool tho. he has to sleep but n e ways--- today i almost passed out 3 times, and i practically blacked out twice! i couldtn stand up without gettin dizzy... now im sitting down and im dizzy. now that cant be good. n i was talkin to matt n iasked if hes ever felt like he was sittin sideways when he was really straight (cuz ive nown someone who was) n then i was feelin that n he said no n i said i felt like i was gonna pass out. and i cant stand up. its 90 degrees in here, since last time i checked... and now i cant stand up. i dunno if it got hotter. but we dont have ac so im gonna die! its just so scary. im freakin out. becays thignsarr blurry n i cant stand uip and i feel like im tilted and im hot as hell. i feel like i was really mean to matt tho. he told me i should get some water, but i cant get up to get it and i told him that n he said to crawl to the kitchen. well that happened to me before... (benson remember when u were talking to kari online and she was at my house n said i woultn eat n ething n u said to force feedme- well i rbougt ymselft ot th kitche n to eat bt u bruised mysefl, i was wlakin back n forth n i ra into the sweing meaching and i fell in the ktchen, hit my arm on the counter, my head on the fridge and i got stuckmthere for 15-20 mitnues)... i want water realy bad, bt i dunno. i feel rely stupid knowing i cant make it to the kitchen/ wtf? n so i told matt i didnt want water. n he must have taken it like i was yellin at him. I WASNT! i swear! the last thing id do! i love him soooo much! n i appreciate his concern. i just rely neded to get outa the house tofday or id pass out. i dunno wuts goin on s i asked matt if he woudl call me after robs tomororw at like 6 (think i can make it til then?) n maybe we coudl do something OUTSIDE of my house. i feel so bad! im so sorry matt! :-( i gues thats all! ill ttyl bye
_Tnai_

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